No Ordinary Life it is. We'll have our ups, and we'll have our downs.
Since I returned to Alaska last week, it's been really DOWN.
I haven't even updated my FB status since then, because I have nothing good to say.
I was ready to come home to my house and things. I was ready to get back to a routine. I'm not so sure about that anymore. I liked it better living out of a suitcase at my in-laws house. At least we were close to loved ones.
Though we had a wonderful time home, I think that the break in routine from Alaska living has severely messed with me. The wind has been taken out of my sails (to put it simply), because I miss Louisiana, my family there, and my husband. Alaska is, to me, a really lonely place, and I really don't look forward to spending any more time here than I have to. Some people come here, and LOVE IT. I'm one of the group that pretty close to hates it. I need City. I need people.
And to make matters worse, my desktop computer is not reading my wireless adapter or an ethernet cable, so I have no internet on my big screen.
I'm very slowly easing myself back into the swing of things. I keep trying to remind myself that I used to find some positive things about living here. I'll be okay. I'll get by. I always do.
This one's gonna take a LOT of time though.